I sigh to myself, looking trough my closet. Tonight was the night Emil and I are going on our first date. He didn't give me a hint on whatever we were going to do, so it was a bit harder for picking a proper outfit... what didn't help was the the fact I was still in my pajamas at five in the afternoon. Once again, well okay maybe for the 50th time I sigh to myself. I gracefully move to my laptop, scrolling through my music till I fine 'The Rocky Horror Picture Show' soundtrack. I skip to my favorite song, 'Touch-A Touch-A Touch me!' the one that Janet sings to Rocky at one point, the scene just cracks me up. Well also considering the whole name calling part when Brad, Frank and Dr. Scott find Rocky and Janet in Rocky's birth tank. 

        "TOUCH-A TOUCH-A TOUCH ME!!! I WANT TO FEEL DIRTY, CREATURE OF THE NIGHT!!!!!" I sang out, having my hands cling to my breast. Just for the sake of the song. Little did I know the three males of the house were holding in there laughter at my door, as a very bad puffin was tapping it. 

        "Janet! Brad! Janet! Doctor Scott! Rocky! *silence* (by Rocky)! Janet! Brad! Janet! Doctor Scott! Rocky! *silence* (by Rocky)! Janet! Brad! Janet! Doctor Scott! Rocky! *silence* (by Rocky)!" I yell at the top of my lungs, imitating each one of there voices and facial expressions. After my moment with that the boys burst out laughing, even Lucas. I pout at them crossing my arms.

        "HOW LONG OF YOU GUYS BEEN THERE!?!?!" I yell at them, furious. Then I recall having my hands still on my breasts so I lower my hands slowly, trying to act natural. 

        "Since we heard you screamed 'TOUCH ME!!!!' So like any curious amount of men we are, we followed the sound to your bedroom, just to come across your little show." Lucas says, subduing from his laughter quickly and states with his usual emotionless face. 

        "Well sorry I just love that song and I have to act it out!" I say sticking my tongue out at them, as they re-watch the video before my eyes. I roll my eyes but they still don't notice so I slam the door in there face locking myself in. I figure I would go back and try to find a worthy outfit. I ransack my closet, throwing have my wardrobe into my room; making it look like a hurricane pasted in here. I finally found an outfit I haven't worn in a long time but I adore it very much! outfit: www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=90…

    With just finishing my makeup, a knock is at my door. I scoop up Icey who once again was pawing at my cabinet, giving her a small shake of my head. I creak open my door, to see Iceland there having a small smile on his face.

        "Are you ready to go?" He asks holding out his hand for me.

        "Yes, I am!"  I set down my kitten and grasp his hand. Walking down the stairs, we find Mathias being a troll at the bottom of them.

        "How much money do you have?" My brother questions. Emil sighs and throws his wallet at him. "Okay, good not enough for a hotel room. You are free to go!" My brother gives us a cocky smile and shoves us out the door.

        "I think he will never quit on that subject." I sigh.

        "Most likely he won't." Emil sighs also, leading me to the car. He opens my door for me, which I smile at him as a thanks. He wouldn't give me a hint on where we were going at all, so I just watch the snow covered ground past by. Suddenly I get a sense of Déjà vu, different things from my past storms at me. Not wanting to act crazy like I usually do with one of these episodes, I just hum one note, softly. Soon all of them disappear and I am fine. I glance at Emil and thankfully he didn't seem to notice at all. We pull up to a small cafe at the edge of town.

        "I haven't been here in awhile and I figure I'd bring you here for dinner." He explains while opening my door for me.

        "It sounds just great, and thank you." I give him a small smile as we enter the small building. Once we ordered we have a small conversation, basically once again on the past few years. I tell him about Peter and my friend (Your Best Friend's name), as he tells me about Karou and his few other friends. We stop once our food arrives, we eat in a comfortable silence. After paying we exit the cafe and make our way to the car.

     Sliding back in we head towards the middle of town, till we pull up near the movie theater. Emil buys us tickets for 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower" as I just read the book a while ago and I really wanted to watch it. So I pay for the popcorn and drinks, I insisted, and we went into the empty theater room; it had come out a few weeks ago so it wasn't really surprising we were the only ones. Soon the movie starts and I watch very focus on the screen. I laugh when Patrick comes in and draws on his face. I had to try and hold my sequels when Sam appears and Charlie just looks up at her as if he lost thought of everyone but her. When Charlie plays Rocky to save the show and he and Sam have to do 'Touch-A Touch-A Touch me!' I couldn't help but giggle and pinch Emil's cheeks some saying "Now you know one of my reasoning I had to do that early!" He doesn't say anything in return but blushes.Once the movie is done I am still in tears, just with Charlie and everything in the movie touch my heart just as much as the book.

        "Woah, it is already eleven!" I say looking at my watch.

        "Then it is the perfect time, come on I have something to show you before we head home." He says grabbing my hand but his face gaining a blush. The theater was near a park that had a huge hill, where Emil leaded me to. "Hang on it will just a be a moment till they appear." He mumbles. Looking up to the sky, I notice the Northern Lights, and I realized the last time I have seen them was with Emil, the night before I was leaving, though we didn't know it at the time.

        "Emil?" I whisper, he hums to indict he is listening. I lay my head on his shoulder and continue. "You would love me no matter what right?" I question tears welling in my eyes.

        "But of course, I will love you no matter what. What makes you think otherwise?" He says looking down at me.

        "I was just curious that's all. Thanks Emil." I smile softly and look up to the sky. Emil cups my face quickly and sets his warm lips onto mine. We both poor each ounce of passion we have in that kiss and at that moment I knew he would love me no matter what. That he stay with me and help me. That very soon I could tell him of my depression and get my life back together fully.